What actually she want?

She always come near to me when i came back from shopping mall or buy somethings...
i dun know y she know i went out...
now only i knew what her purpose to come near me... and keep on asking me this and that...

She will ask... ... ...
1. Where did you go?
2. Which shop you go to?
3. What did you buy?
4. How much you spend today?
5. The things that you buy expensive or not?
6. Which one is most expensive one?
7. ... ... ...
8. ... ... ...
9. ... ... ...

and much more quenstions.... .... ....

then she will ans me: "Wow, u spend a lot, u are so rich."

After that she will leave me... no need one hour~~~
other people will know all the things that she ask me~
and i also heard other people tell other people
"She always SHOW OFF that what did she buy and how much she spend~
*#$%@&$$%@*#@% ... ... ..."
non-stop

and she also did not come near to me for a long time and also not dare to talk with me also...

Why did you do this such of things?
Is it bring you any good?
Is it you feel happy when you do like this?
Or this is ur habit?
OMG~ Pls dun behave like this...
You will lost ur friend
Although you have a lot of friend and all people like you now~

But who know?
Maybe someday they know ur behavior.. and leave you away... ...

What actually you want when you do this?

My broken English

I know,
my english level very poor
i cannot write somethings very nice by using english,
i'm keep on trying to improve it~
especially my grammers~
i write the words fail to express what is meant~
my vocabulary also poor

I'm still learning~
learn how to improve my english~

OIC

OIC,
people are so selfish...
they always things of their own good...
but how about other ppl?
how other ppl feeling they does't care...
they just expressed out according to their feeling~
they did not know that other ppl will
#get hurt
#feel sad
#depresses
when heard their word~

the reality world are
* cruel
* unfair
when u did not hv any support from
family & friend~

Cherish

Sometimes
people are like this,
obviously have many opportunities
wait for him,

but he rejected
and perfunctory
his opportunities.

At the last
he kept on tell other
that he do not have
any chance.

We better cherish
all our opportunities
that we get~

Waiting

I'm going back to hometown this Saturday~
My friend have a planning for me
She plan to done my lovely things
It is ...
We cook spaghetti together
I had spaghetti noodles 2 packs in my home
She buy the ingredient that need when cook~

I like spaghetti so much
I wish someday i can travel or work in Italy...
because i wish to had a spaghetti dish
in a farm and all the tomato and ingredient using
is freshly pick from the farm~

I'm waiting the time to coming
I'm waiting this Saturdays
I'm waiting the time that i can go Italy~

The Four Way Test of the Things...

I saw this meaningful test yesterday
when i go to youth park with my family
I feel that this test very benefit to us
So, Before you think, say or do somethings...
pls...
think about this four questions!

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THE FOUR WAY TEST OF THE THINGS that
WE THINK,
WE SAY, OR
WE DO

1. Is it the truth?
2. Is it fair to all concerned?
3. Will it build goodwill and better friendship?
4. Will it be beneficial to all concerned?

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Imaging Department

* Normal X-ray
* Ultra Sound
* MRI
* CT Scan
* Mammograpy
* Angiography

2/4/2010
It is a learning day...
i learn the things that not always can learn
but maybe only one or two times
it is all about Imaging

i had learn the contraindication
for the MRI...
Electronic things cannot go near to the MRI machine
such as watch,hp and etc...
because of the strong magnetic field it will cause the things to sploit
and the metal things also cannot go near it.
M = Magnetic
R = Resonance
I = Imaging

Last Day of March and First Day of April

31/03/2010
also the last day of March
01/04/2010
the first day of April - April fool day
i was busy and tired on this two day
but i had my first time on this two day

Why? Because in the ward i got many things to do
My 1st time on dressings
My 1st time go to Haemodialysis Department
My 1st time doing NG Tube feeding on my own
My 1st time going to Endoscopy Department collect patient
My 1st time bring along Junior go to Imaging Department trace result
My 1st time to have fire drills in my hostel and within one hour had practice two times

I had so many 1st time on two date,
and 31st this date also my friend and colleague birthday

31/03/2010 is a special date
I had learn many new things
I will always remember this date.

To Forgive Someone

To forgive someone who had hurt you and betray you?
and its not happen only one time but so many times...
I had very disappointed to her...

First i go to that place,
she very close to me...
she vary care of me...
she help me so many things...
she listen to my distressed...
she also give me encourage and advise...

i believe her so much...
but that is nothing perfect...
she betray me...

one day... i heard from other...
they said like that: "You are best with her right? why she always talk about your bad things?... ...and etc"

When i heard that i very sad... what the next i know is what i talk to her...
another people also know and come to told me...

Maybe she is the people that i shouldn't trust...
but i trust her from the beginning first,,,
so, this is my own fault...

At the moment, i choose not be be trust her anymore...
just tell her about the general things only...
what my private things i would not tell her anymore~
This is how i solve my problem now...
and i try to forgive her~

By the time, i forgive her already...
We are still friend~

FRIEND FOREVER !

Neutral

Neutral pH-7

i wish that i can have life of pH-7

For me pH-7 is peaceful and safe.

This is only the space for me to let off my dissatisfied.

Because human is untrusted...

the most trusted things is "WORD" = black and white

all the things in black and white can bring to court...

but the speech from human not even exactly truth for one thing

and so many things is happen is this world!

I wish that this world can always in pH-7.

So that this world can full of Trust and more friendly~